13 Nov 11 at 10 pm

I turned 20 the other week. It wasn’t that long ago, but my days are all confused. I didn’t do much as I had an exam and everyone else did too, but I spent the day lying in the sun and doing nothing and then after my exam I went back to Adam’s and had a really nice night chilling with some friends. It was weird because I’m not use to having no plan for my birthday and I had no idea what Adam was planning but it was really nice in the end. And I had the most gorgeous bouquet of flowers delivered to my door. <3 <3 <3 <3 

I got given a new camera for my birthday from my parents, it’s just a little digital one for carting around easy like, but I’m still getting used to it. The photos are always almost a bit too crisp and clear and bright! 

tags: birthday  personal 
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02 Nov 11 at 8 pm

My friends and I used to be in a ‘band’ called Beazel Producktions. We didn’t really make music, we’d just make up our own lyrics to really common songs and play them at lunchtime. We’d make videos of our adventures.

It’s kinda embarrassing but hilarious. 

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30 Oct 11 at 10 pm

I put a whole lot of books on my new bookshelves today. But I seem to have lost one box. It contains half my Trixie Belden’s and Harry Potter books. Which is not cool.

I also feel like I have a frog jumping from my heart to my throat at the moment which is so inconvenient. Does anyone else have panic attacks that only make their heart race but they otherwise feel COMPLETELY FINE? It’s really really annoying.  

I put a whole lot of books on my new bookshelves today. But I seem to have lost one box. It contains half my Trixie Belden&#8217;s and Harry Potter books. Which is not cool.
I also feel like I have a frog jumping from my heart to my throat at the moment which is so inconvenient. Does anyone else have panic attacks that only make their heart race but they otherwise feel COMPLETELY FINE? It&#8217;s really really annoying.  

All over the world, this year has seen some of the most speedy and dramatic uprisings that have been seen for some time. Both in developed and developing countries people, predominantly the youth have been standing up for themselves to say that no, let us have our future, you cannot take that away from us. 

Since 2008 the global economy has fluctuated up and down, but for the most part, for the 99% down. For some people this has just meant that they can’t take their annual holidays to Europe or the Bahamas, for others it has meant that their entire lives have been swept out of their own control and onto the streets. This cannot simply be blamed on an inability to help oneself or a lack of education because that is simply not true. In the United States large areas are now abandoned as people have lost their homes to mortgagee sales, as large corporations have moved their labour off shore where it can be done more cheaply. Detroit, once the home of the American car, of American big business is now largely abandoned. In January of this year, The Telegraph reported that university graduate unemployment in Britain was up to 20%, with around 45 students applying for each available job. 

In New Zealand we think that we live in this clean green equitable nation that has set social precedents for the world, with our early suffragette movement to name one thing. But that happened in 1893. We are quickly becoming one of the most inequitable countries in the world. 

But who cares right? My family’s okay. It’s okay, when I leave university with my shiny new degree I’ll get a job at a fantastic company! WOOHOO SUITS AND YACHTS. 

And for some people that will be true, but for alot, for the majority it’s not. And it’s not okay. I personally don’t give a shit about being rich, I’d just like to be comfortable and so should everyone else. Furthermore, I am happy to work hard and I’m completely okay with paying taxes. I’m completely okay with people doing well. 

But there’s this huge gap between doing well and earning so much money that you can fly your kid across Waiheke in a helicopter so that they can go to a playdate. 

That’s what the Occupy movement is about. There needs to be a huge change in the way that people think about things, as Dr Campbell Jones said in The Dominion Post today, ‘The movement is fighting the idea that unregulated capitalism somehow benefits everyone, and argues instead that it is a system involving systematic inequality that principally serves the interests of a small elite.’

And another point, this is not a movement about hippies who have learnt to use the internet. At the Auckland Occupy protest there were men in suits, lecturers, families, people of all denominations and all walks of life coming together under a single cause. Groups of pilots, of soldiers have been reported to be walking down Wall St. I’ll say it again. This is not about hippies, but about our entire society. 

So my final note, 

To those of you who snort, or get angry at what the use is in protesting, who think that it is a battle between left and right or against people having good jobs or working in industry/ business/ whatever. Get your facts right and actually do some reading of your own. Read with an open mind, one that’s open to both the flaws and positives of what is happening. Read anything, everything, watch fox news and then something completely different! The most informed person on the movement may still disagree with what is happening and that’s okay, it’s better even. 

Just don’t look down on me, for doing some reading. 


On Saturday night I went out after the game, and somehow Adam found us in town just before everyone else abandoned me/ us but then we were out til 6 or 5 or whatever the hell the time was because of day light saving starting and when I woke up the next day I was wearing Adam’s trackpants but no top and I still can’t figure out how I got them on or where I found them and why I put them on but didn’t put on a top and I had the worst hangover ever and I’m still so tired. 

It started on Josiah’s birthday when as we were leaving Cassette I tripped and semi fell down the stairs. As noone ran forward to assist me I was left to desperately grab myself up with the hand rail but simply spun backwards, throwing my legs up the stairs and simulataneously grazing my right hand and bruising my left hand (my left hand has since healed.)

Then I was babysitting and somehow I scraped the skin off my ring finger. This was pretty minor but stung a little.

Then that night I completely scraped the skin off my ring finger knuckle whilst screwing nos cannisters into my soda siphon. I did it about 9 times before I noticed. And Adam didn’t believe me that it was actually bleeding so licked it and got a nasty surprise.

Then on Friday morning I was cooking and hit my hand inside the top of the oven, which had been on for a while, simultaneously searing the top half of my middle and ring fingers. They went white, and then the skin fell off and now they’re all red and want to be pussy but the plasters are protecting them!!

So soon after that I was crossing Grafton Bridge and I tripped on the curb fllyyyingg on the pavement and grazing my elbow. My elbow is really upset and is now completely pussy graze stage so Mum had to buy me special plasters and put savlon on it.

Then today I was in a carpark which had really shiny floors and I slipped and landed on my right arm. Specifically my right ring finger. I’m pretty sure the nail has gone purple but I’m wearing green nail polish so that remains to be seen… although the nail polish got partially scraped off in the moment. 

I WONDER WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT.

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11 Sep 11 at 10 am

I put plasters on my burns.

I put plasters on my burns.

I had the worst dream today. I was reading in Adam’s bed while he was at uni but then I fell asleep. In my dream I kept getting hurt and people were mean to me and the whole day went by and I was bawling my eyes out and I thought that it was four pm and I was at home and the world was ending. But then I woke up and it was only one pm and Adam was just coming home but I was actually crying. It was unpleasant.

A note to all planners. If you ever plan to have a child, keep in mind what time of year they will be born. NOONE WANTS TO HAVE THEIR BIRTHDAY RUINED BY A LAME ASS EXAM.

If any of you have been following me for a while you’ll know how much my birthday means to me. I usually do a massive birthday countdown and make a big thing out of it. But this year I have an exam from 5:45 til 8pm on my actual birthday and the Saturday following an exam from 2 - 4 pm. I’m quite upset about it. So long champagne breakfast. 

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24 Aug 11 at 11 pm

Well, this is golly exciting now isn’t it. 10 points for anyone who knows what endoscopy is. 

Well, this is golly exciting now isn&#8217;t it. 10 points for anyone who knows what endoscopy is. 

Today I noticed a black mark on my finger skin. Then I realised that something was underneath my finger skin. THEN I REALISED I HAD GOLD GLITTER UNDERNEATH MY FINGER SKIN.

Eventually I clawed it out, and it was actually glitter. Gold glitter.

How did gold glitter get inside my skin.

And the weirdest bit. This has happened before.

HOW HAVE I HAD GOLD GLITTER UNDERNEATH MY SKIN TWICE.

Theories much appreciated. 

I just remembered that last time I went to Burger King I got an apple pie and it wasn’t even cooked through but I was too tired to try to explain it to the people who worked there because they had bad english and then this guy came up to us and was like,’ MINE WAS FUCKING COLD TOO SO I TOOK IT BACK’ and all these other expletives but then Jack just made a face after he turned away so he wasn’t too scary, but I was still sad because my apple pie was cold but I ate it anyway.

I just had a stab at doing leopard nails, I don’t really have any appropriate colours but I used OPI: Gargantuan Green Grape and a bright red one (the name’s rubbed off the bottle :/), liquid eye liner for the lines and then Last Friday Night as a clear polish (I don’t have any clear at the moment). It’s quite a garish mix but I quite like it. I followed this tutorial.